make me a beast half as brave

Between the Wasteland and the Sky

2006-06-19T23:04:03Z

Friends Only

2004-02-28T23:17:17Z

FRIENDS ONLY;
comment and be added

Baby, join me in death!

2004-02-26T00:47:27Z

Djoal kept asking me what I wanted to be when I grew up and I was like screw off. :( But I answered anyway. His first guess was a artist who likes alone like on an island or something. (He thinks I draw good. Go figure.) And then a web designer. And I was like "ummm..Physiatrist". And he was like "yeah. that's some deep shit." Whatever. :(

In Humanities class, we were answering our quiz questions (on All Quiet on the Western Front, which is not as boring as I made it out to be. I like gushy war stuff.) in partners (Hannah. =o). And Caroline was like okay, "Who lost their virginity first in the book?" and ALL the girls hands shot up. Even I knew that and was like, "OMG, IT WAS LEER." And the boys were kind of "WTF?" ;D Lmfao.

This is the poem I wrote for Humanities class. We had to write about one of the weapons of WWI. And I choice the Big Bertha. Them crazy Germans. ;x

Our Demise
By: Me, durf.

A defening roar sounds its forthcoming
Mere mortals stand no chance, succumbing
The shere magnatude of the beast
Rattles our bones at the very least
Try as we may to delay our defeat
Death is not something that you can cheat

Like something out of a nightmare
It's hellish aura gives us a scare
Dark and colossal in aspect and form
It rings out shells in a thundering storm

The advent is something to be feared
We will not persevere
Even soldiers have their limitations
Knowing there will be no salvation

Alright. I have to watch Smallville and do my HW now. ><;

Whatever dudes.

2004-02-24T02:27:36Z

Some Lina reminising. I like making graphics. :) This took like 2 seconds.

Zel: Why did you pull up her skirt? Look at what happened. You're a real pervert.
Gourry: What? Her skirt?! I just wanted to see what was under it!
Zel: That's EXACTLY what perverts do.
Gourry: That's not it! She had a tail!
Lina: A tail?!
Gourry: Yeah, and it was very long.
Zel: Hmmm... I think you were just too frustrated about not getting Lina into the sack, so you looked for another one. Don't try to lie about it.

I remember that part. :) Oh, and Advent baby. I have to see this movie. :(

CLOUD AND AERIES (AERITH.) OMGJKDSGDSW!!!

Oh and I need to change this stupid layout. The left positioning pisses me off. :(
EDITz

Concerning InuYasha: Over 120 episodes have aired in Japan as of the summer of 2003. The manga is currently past that point in the time line, so we can expect a bunch more episodes yet. For example, episode 109 is only chapter 249 in Volume 26 of the manga which is already in the 30's of volumes.

Snagged kierou's Dance Dance icon. Angelic Layer brings back memories of...uh watching Angelic Layer. <3 With Leenie. LEEENNIIE.

Back to Empathy. A while ago I tried to make an Ino shrine called Fighting Chance. (http://www.geocities.com/fc_ino/) but alas that was a long time ago. I've gotten slightly better at making graphics so I decided to give another crack at the failed shrine. I know more about Ino know. Not much of a Ino/Shika favor-or now. I think Naruto/Ino would be the second best pairing after Naruto/Sasuke. I'm getting off subject.

A few months later the sight has a new name: Empathy. Much more simpler. It's gonna take a while to make, since the layout is the easiest step. But is it even worth making then?

The layout.

How's the layout? b_b;

Kurty.

2004-02-21T16:09:43Z

Kurt Cobain: Febuary 20th, 1967- April 5th, 1994
Happy Birthday

Effect.. o.O;

2004-02-21T05:01:28Z

I saw The Butterfly Effect. I love that movie. x( All his versions were cute. The one that was like 7 was cute, and then 14-ish maybe and then Ashton. Yay for Ashton! :) I loved it. LOVEDITLOVEDIT. Angst is yay.

Here I am...on the road again.

2004-02-19T21:59:31Z

Wheee. Smallville yesterday. X3 With the rapist lady. SHE WAS GONNA RAPE CLARK. No. that's not right. You can't rape the willing. I love Smallville. The best ones are Lex and Chloe. <3 *Stupid dance.*

Osiris. My pretty. Needs some action. I've got to go at the Chat boards. Grrr. Not some ACTION-ACTION. Why, he's a taken man. *mrow.*

So we like went to the dentist today. I so didn't want to go. I mean it's all the way in the Bronx. Why can't the lady be closer? And she was pissed off too. ToT; Muttering curses under her breathe. I've had my braces for a while now right? x( I want them out.

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pearl jam: jeremy
at home
drawing pictures
of mountain tops
with him on top
lemin yellow sun
arms raised in a V
dead lay in pools of maroon below

daddy didn't give attention
to the fact that mommy didn't care
king jeremy the wicked
ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in class today

clearly I remember
pickin' on the boy
seemed a harmless little fuck
but we unleashed a lion
gnashed his teeth
and bit the recessed lady's breast

how could I forget
he hit me with a surprise left
my jaw left hurtin
dropped wide open
just like the day
like the day I heard

daddy didn't give affection
and the boy was something mommy wouldn't wear
king Jeremy the wicked
ruled his world

Jeremy spoke in class today
Jeremy spoke in class today
try to forget this...
try to erase this...
from the blackboard.

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I WANT A DEDICATION: http://fuse.tv/

TODAY IS THE DAY *RADIATESGAY* OMG PLEASE GOD. XD

I long for your touch? XD

2004-02-18T17:56:38Z

Layout: I'm sort of kind of happy with it. Inuyasha and Kagome are the raddest (lmfao) couple in anime. (opinion. o-o;) And while they're all cute when they fight (all the time <3~) they have their angst moments. Like "uhh.. i've got to go to hell with Kikyou" and then Kagome is like "i'm Kagome. i'm not just a reincarnation. .:(" Oh well. But Leenie has convinced me that InuYasha is a better show then Naruto. Well.. .maybe not better. NOT BETTER. Just as good as Naruto. That's got me satisfied. XD While my favorite anime girlie might be Kagome the favorite guy is Naruto. >>; Naru-naru-naru. I can go on and on. I took a little break from pimpin Naruto layouts but after this one I'm going back. :) Maybe a Naruto/Sasuke layout. Or maybe just Naruto. I luff him. :3
That was what we call in crazy-land a rant. And I'm done with that layout girl. o_o; Blue=cool lady. So you can edit it if you want. I got lazy. I made 2 maybe icons but they are sux0r so you don't have to use them. And you upload it yourself. I don't want it crowding up my uploading thingie. >>; Mrew. ;3
PEARL JAM=OMG, SO COOL. I WISH I WAS LIKE OLDER WHEN THEY WERE STILL AROUND SUXOR. But it's okay as long as AFI is around. YAYlove.
PLUS: I MADE A SHIP-LOAD OF ICONS. AGH! I cannot animate. My movements are all....gay like. :( That is wack.
The only fucked up thing about this layout is that the fucking "." goes everywhere. OMGJKDDGAF.
Another day of doing nothing. I can't go outside but even If I wanted too it's COLD AS FUCK. I want to join a gang. Or something. ;3

Random

2004-02-16T23:28:15Z

Oh, shiz. If the rest of the vacation is going to be like this I might go insane. I'm starting to wish I was back at school. And I haaaatteeee school.

No. I don't want to go back. Waaaaah. ;__;

I've fallen into a funk. Oh sweet Lord.

I have to read "All Quiet on The Western Front" and believe me. It sucks. =X

Yes.

2004-02-15T23:23:04Z

I felt compelled to write this so blah.

My first stupid kiss on the lips was from this kid in Kindergarden. I was playing jump-rope with my friends when this kid Chris called me over. I was like "whatever" and went over there like a dope. So I said "what do you want?" and he leaned in on me and kissed me on the lips. And I was outraged of course. It was only about a second long but I pushed him and said "what are you doing?" and then I ran away crying. That is traumatizing.

But then again there was this girl in Kindergarden too who always kissed me on the cheek everytime she saw me. >_<; But that was different. She was my best friend. Blah. Okay. That's all.

Waah, I love Ano Toki no Bokura wa alot but Ino is such a Bitch with a capital "B". :( I love INO. Agh. >_<;

New one. o_u;

2004-02-15T18:20:16Z

Yay! We all went to McDonalds for breakfast which I haven't done since I was like 3 or something. o-o; I had a bacon biscut. Lol. <3 We left without Erik though. Kind of mean? o_x;

Gwaaha, real animated icon atempt. The other one was just a picture. How is it? It's Hikaru and Athena from Angelic Layer fighting. It's supposed to be at least. I looked at it and it just looked like Athena was lifting her up...over and over again. x_o;

I have to say. I hate that FCKING song. By that dude. >_>; I don't know. "I don't want you back?" His VOICE IS SO WHINY. AGH.

Fuse rocks. I can't believe that Fuse and MTV are actually going at it now. What MTV? Afraid of a little competition? Grrrr. o-o; I love my Fuse. Even back when it was "Much Music USA"

I love this song SOOO much. And I love the music video. Go see it. Somehow. >.>;

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Take On Me
Aha
(Hunting High And Low)

We're talking away
I don't know what
I'm to say I'll say it anyway
Today's another day to find you
Shying away
I'll be coming for your love, OK?

Take on me, take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two

So needless to say
I'm odds and ends
But that's me stumbling away
Slowly learning that life is OK.
Say after me
It's no better to be safe than sorry

Take on me, take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two

Oh the things that you say
Is it life or
Just a play my worries away
You're all the things I've got to
remember
You're shying away
I'll be coming for you anyway

Take on me, take me on
I'll be gone
In a day or two

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Iconage?

2004-02-15T04:31:57Z

I've never made an animated icon before. (Well like this I mean.) I'm not even sure I'm doing it right. But here. I'm using it for this layout. Look. No touch. >_<;

I made a smaller version. But such a small animation is SOOO big. Damn iconage limits.

EDIT ---
I must log onto Neopets more. I've been neglecting the poor bastards. I love them so much. I've been playing Neopets for years and I have such an emotional attachment to all of them. Except for the past few months I've been...not there. And it hurts for some stupid reason. Oh well. I love you all.

NIKKI, I LOVE YOU SO GODDAMN MUCH!!!!! WHERE ARE YOU????????

And Molly. Add me to your friends list. :( I can't post on your LJ now. And I LOOOOOOOOVEEEEE you too. Agh. I want to steal you and put you in a snowglobe. <3 <3 <3

Tadaima! rapes Gaara

2004-02-14T05:07:27Z

Happy love day. Duhh, today was Friday the 13th and the first day before the vacation. T_T; So, I had to change the layout in accordance with a holiday. Do you have someone you looooove? In that case I order you to grab them by the ass and make wild monkey love. o.O; Why the hell not? Kuso, I wish I had a ~~monkey~~, ~~anime dude~~, ~~chicken~~, and or being to love. You lucky bastards who have someone. Us visually-unpleasant have it hard. Blaaahh.
Okay, lets talk about today. We have a new student in class. I'm not sure if she's staying or not though. She's really quiet like but she better not be more quiet like then me. That's all I have. *kill.*
star: i saw finding nemo in spanish. >3
*looses ability to use capital letters.* is faster this way. ^o^;
okay, cover couple of layout. kisa and hatsuharu. they're so cute together. >_<; even though he's 3 years older she's really tiny. and omg, it's like hey tiny. and of course hiro loves her like alot but what can i say. he didn't protect her. haru can turn into black haru and kick ass, yay. XD

*go listen to frankie negron! XD

naruko @ 2004-02-12T17:11:00

2004-02-12T22:14:24Z

Heard it today: Our science teacher got fired because he grabbed a girl's wrist and left a big, ugly, bruise. I'm glad. I hate that fucker. He totally man-handled Chanel. :( At least I think he got fired. Caroline said nothing was definite right now.

Omg! During advisory, Chanel and Charles were fighting again. (I HATE CHARLES!!!!) and knocked my desk. I let it go the first 2 times but then I was like "omg, wtf is your problem?" and Kamille was like "look you asshole. you hit jeanine." and I stormed off but not so cool cause my foot was stuck in the chair. Teh lame. :3

Tomorrow is Friday (teh 13th. Rawr). Neeeed I say more? T_T;

The puuurrfect choice. ;3

2004-02-11T17:10:54Z

Almost vacation time. *glows* School is so pointless. I forget everything as soon as school goes out. >_<; Although some teachers are alright. I wish I didn't have to learn with other people. When people get too close to me I get nervous. And I can't make eye-contact at all. I'll look anywhere but a person's eyes. Ewww. T_T;
I have gym today. This sucks. We don't do anything there and yet all the 8th graders have to stay after school until 3:40. Waaaaah~.
Omg. I forgot. Yesterday I "accidentily" hit Jessica with my humungadunga bag. And she went "oww." And I said "sorry" but I couldn't stop laughing. *stupidgiggle*

Someone silence me. >_<;

Naruto icons.

2004-02-11T01:07:07Z

Some Naruto icons I put together today. Comment;credit Naruko in keywords. Blagh.

Preview:

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I've been putting Sakura in too many icons. She's my least favorite. o.O; But you cannot deny Ino's coolness. Cause I said so. ._.;

Stupid Chibis: >_>;

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The Best Part of Me Is Well Hidden

2004-02-08T05:23:25Z

New layout. I started listening to this old song and I was like "uhh. .go make a layout hoe" and so like "whatever." Aww. It's Inuyasha. And Kagome. Kaaagomme~~. Aww. I love her. *Yay.*

Gladys and Johnny came over today. Hnn. That's so gross. Their names go together. gladysandjohnny. Just one word. *Eww.*

I really hope I do good in math this year. I was having some minor trouble with my first homework from Jonas but I did alright. >:| If not Leenie can help me.

Omg, Jessica so pissed me off. She was like "i'm so dumb. i didn't get into styversant. *cry* i need hug.* Biyotch, if you're dumb the rest of the class is SUPER dumb. Seriously. That hoe knows her math. :(

Today in News.

2004-02-06T23:54:52Z

ARASOTA, Fla. (AP) - The body of an 11-year-old girl whose abduction was captured by a surveillance camera was found in a church parking lot, and a mechanic has been charged with her murder, officials said Friday.

Sarasota County sheriff's officials said Carlie Brucia's body was found about 1 a.m. outside a church a few kilometres from the car wash where she was abducted. Authorities did not say how she died or whether she had been sexually assaulted. Sheriff Bill Balkwill said Joseph P. Smith, 37, has been charged with the girl's murder. Smith is believed to be the tattooed man in a mechanic's shirt who was seen in the surveillance video leading Carlie away by the arm Sunday evening, authorities said.

Investigators found the body after negotiations with Smith, said a law-enforcement source who spoke on condition of anonymity. Earlier, authorities had said Smith was not co-operating.

"We now stand ready to complete our obligation, and assure you that he will pay the ultimate price for what he did to her," Capt. Jeff Bell said.

The girl's father, Joe Brucia, sombrely thanked "all the (law-enforcement) people behind me and all the people that were behind them in their efforts to find my daughter." He also thanked "the community that was so involved."

The Central Church of Christ was surrounded by yellow crime-scene tape Friday, and about a dozen detectives walked in a line across the field in an evidence sweep. They declined to comment.

Carlie's stepfather, Steven Kansler, and some friends gathered at the edge of the church property Friday morning, kneeling in a prayer circle.

Rod Myers, the church's minister, said a Bible study group met there Wednesday night, but nobody saw the body because it was dark.

"We are all upset about it, and we all feel helpless when things like this happen," Myers said.

In the front yard of Carlie's home, decorated with banners and posters reading, We Love You, Carlie, another small group of supporters joined hands and bowed their heads in prayer. The girl's family includes Carlie's six-year-old half-brother and a 10-year-old stepbrother.

Friends described Carlie as a beautiful girl who loved watching actress Jennifer Lopez, going to the mall and greeting friends with warm hugs. She was heading home from a slumber party when she was abducted.

Carlie's friend Natalie Thomas cried after hearing that her classmate's body was found. She remembered Carlie's smile and that she liked to go on walks.

"There's nothing you can do to make anybody feel better and it's going to hurt for a long, long time," said Chuck Chambers, a private investigator who was working with the family.

"I need my daughter home," Carlie's mother, Susan Schorpen, had said Thursday. "She's a very, very important part of this family and community."

Members of her former Girl Scout troop took a day off from school Wednesday to pass out flyers at shopping centres, canvass neighbourhoods and distribute pink ribbons adorned with Carlie's name.

A reward of $50,000 was offered for information.

Smith has been arrested at least 13 times in Florida since 1993, according to state records, and convicted of drug possession and other charges. He was arrested in 1997 in Manatee County on kidnapping and false imprisonment charges but was acquitted a year later.

An aide to Smith's public defender, Adam Tebrugge, had declined to comment Thursday.

Carlie was walking home from a friend's house at about 6:20 p.m. Sunday when she took a short cut behind Evie's Car Wash, which was closed for the day.

Bloodhounds led deputies to the business, and car wash owner Mike Evanoff checked the security system video Monday. The images of Carlie popped up almost immediately, he said.

"It was cold chills right up my back," Evanoff said earlier this week. "My manager couldn't even look at it. It's an awful feeling."

In the 1997 kidnapping case, a 20-year-old woman in Bradenton said a man grabbed her as she walked by and tried to pull her away, according to records released by the Manatee County Sheriff's Office.

"He got on top of me and told me to shut up or he would cut me," she told authorities. After a struggle, she said, she managed to run into the street, and passengers in an approaching van stopped and rescued her.

Smith, found hiding behind a house by a police tracking dog, was acquitted by jurors after telling them he was trying to keep the woman from running into the street and she misunderstood.

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2nd Cycle

2004-02-05T15:01:39Z

Humanities: Meets Standards
Math: FAILS. AGH!
Science: Needs More Work to Meet Standards
Spanish: Needs More Work to Meet Standards
Gym: Pass/Fail (This is funny since I always skip gym. ^^)
Art: Achieved Honors
Tech: Achieved Honors
Advisory: no grade

Awl, hell.

2004-02-04T23:34:27Z

I got my damn grades. I suck. Someone kill me and steal my cookies. :(

You're already the voice inside my head.

2004-02-03T21:01:58Z

72% of Americans are white. ~ Caroline
Omigosh, I am a minority. Lmfao. I guess in New York you don't notice because everyone is all mixed up. >>; Wooooww. .That's alot of white people.
Supposedly we were supposed to get our report cards today but Max said that they only printed half of them. u_u; Fcksht. I want to see my failing grades already. It's pissing me off.
I love New York, is all I have to say. I can never imagine living anywhere else ever since I've been here since forever. I mean sure it's a little crowded, especially on the trains in the morning. o-o; And when it snows all the fckng snow is all on the streets and you slip and trip or whatever. And there is alot of violence. ...:)

Sunday, bloody sunday.

2004-02-03T00:38:48Z

I made some Naruto icons for my icon communities. I like love Naruto like so much.
Note: I'm trying to do GOOD this semester. I started out with NOT skipping gym class like I always do. I just sat there and was like "duh. :)" Oh, and no more Stinky old math teacher. We have the young and hip Jonas. Lmfao. Everyone was happy. And like "I learned more than one day with him then the whole time with Jane." ~ Class quote. XDDD

This is life, I guess.

2004-02-01T22:39:40Z

This test took me a million years. Blagh.

Answer all of these questions with a lyric from a song.

1.) Are you male or female?:
"You stupid girl all you had you wasted."
(Garbage "Stupid Girl")

2.) Describe your neighborhood:
"I'm try'n to be what I'm destined to be and niggas try'n to take my life away.
I put a hole in a nigga for fuckin' wit' me my back on the wall, now you gon' see
Better watch how you talk, when you talk about me 'cause I'll come and take your life away."
(50cent "Many Men")

3.) How do you look?:
"If I was beautiful like you. I'd have so many friends. All fighting for my time to be next in line. So if I hurt one I

wouldn't have to make amends. But that would never be. That would never be. 'Cause I'm not beautiful like you, I'm

"beautiful" like me."
(Joydrop "Beautiful")

4.) If you could say something to the person you like, what would it be?:
"Sugar sugar how you get so fly?"
(Baby Bash "Sugar Sugar")

5.) Where do you wish you were right now?
That's the only place where thugs get in free and you gotta be a G... at thugz mansion."
(2Pac "Thugz Mansion")

6.) What would you say to your best friend?:
"And I want to thank you
For giving me the best day of my life
Oh, just to be with you
Is like having the best day of my life"
(Dido "Thank You")

7.) Any words of wisdom:
"Somethings you lose and somethings you just give away."
(Jack off Jill "Strawberry Gashes")

8.) What do you wish you were doing right now?:
"I don’t want to call my friends
They might wake me from this dream
And I can’t leave this bed
Risk forgetting all that’s been"
(Dido "Here With Me")

9.) What do you think of drugs and alcohol?:
"Everyday I need an ounce and a half
S.P.: the only
flow'er that you know with a bounce in a half"
(Styles "I Get High")

10.) If you could say one thing to your enemy, what would it be?:
"I'm insane, it's your fault."
(Billy Talent "Try Honesty")

11.) What do you usually do on Friday nights?:
"Fuck going to that party."
(The Strokes "12:51")

12.) Are you for world peace?:
"Let's begin the killing time."
(Trigun "The Genocide Song")

13.) What do you think about school?:
"We don't need no education
We don't need no thought control"
(Pink Floyd "Another Brick In The Wall (Part II)")

14.) How do you feel right now?:
"I sometimes wanna die."
(Joydrop "Sometimes Wanna Die")

15.) Any closing words?:
"Everything is clearer now
Life is just a dream you know
That's never ending
I'm ascending"
(Cowboy Bebop "Blue")

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I used some artists over. o_O;

Objective.

2004-01-31T14:22:36Z

This is a stupid reminder to myself that you have humanities work, you dumbass.
I hate lfe. Blah. <3
Good fan comic: http://www.anzwers.org/free/yakusoku/kasumi1.htm. Awwl. Sango and Miroku. If you don't want to read the whole mess just look at these pages.
http://www.anzwers.org/free/yakusoku/kasumi28.htm
http://www.anzwers.org/free/yakusoku/kasumi29.htm
Lmfao. XD

Waaaa.. oO;

2004-01-29T18:11:57Z

My first attempt at Full Metal Alchemist icons? <3 Comment, Credit and stuff. XD

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***Posted at animeicons. o.o;